On the 16th I will turn 63 yrs. old. I do not know how I really feel about this.
I have now outlived my Mom by 13 yrs.
I am old.
I am not as fat as I once was, but I could still lose more.
I still work to damn much. A full time job plus two days a week part time.
I feel like I am not in control of my life.
I love my wife, but I feel that the longer we are together, the more we grow apart.
I still lost when she is not with me.
I miss my Dad.
I want to retire one day. I do not know how or when.
I feel like some of my grand kids are strangers to me.
I need to talk to my Dr. about shoulder surgery. If I do this, they may not hold my position at my store. I will still have a job, not there.
I may have a new grand baby on the way and I need to take care of myself more.
I want to do more for my Shriners Unit.
I am now the treasurer for the Unit.
I am tired of hurting from the pain all of the time.
I am tired not having any time for myself.
Thanks for listening to my rant.
Till next time---------------Poohpa
